Discordia and Harmonia:
On Monday the site was noisy with the type of noise that frays
my imperturbability. The TLB was rumbling about. The bobcat was shifting soil
to the fountain area in front of the Temple - not far from our office. The
hand-driven compactor was following it.
I thought "I just have to get away from here."
I remembered I needed to fetch my Botanical Society membership card from the
Durban Botanic Garden office (held there at my request, for me to collect instead of them posting it to Gauteng.) I parked in the
fairly empty car-park.Established 1849... 169 years old... The huge trees felt comforting. "They will be here long after I am gone..."
I walked past the cracks in the brickwork where peace-in-the-home was growing. "I hope I can grow peace where there are age-cracks in my life..."
I strolled past the bouncy trees. I remembered Cheryn and Zeek bouncing there when they were little. I felt quite tearful. "They are all so far away..."
I picked up this seed and that - ones I don't have in my collection in La Lucia "I am constantly amazed at the variety of colour, shape and texture! I'm so glad to live and see all this beauty!"
I saw the most gorgeous vine with drooping red (whatever you call them) "What a wonderful creation - thank you Heavenly Father..."
The stillness was SO welcome. I collected my card. I wandered around the garden.
I looped past where Angela Simon and we met - was it two years ago?! "I'm
grateful for good and kind friends..."
I noticed the Petrea vine "My Mom loved Petrea. She planted in our garden
what she could of what she loved wherever she went..."
I went on remoter paths I haven't been on before... "I'm grateful for the security men I see walking around... I feel safe enough to breathe freely, go where I want to, and relax..."
I watched the ducklings - so sweet... just going about unafraid under the
watchful eye of their mother... "I'm glad for being able to pause and
watch them."
I left in time to miss the afternoon rush-hour-traffic..
I'm glad I went.
I felt like my Time Out Of Time was just what I needed.
I felt my well-being and balance was restored.
I felt my well-being and balance was restored.